My soul sent me a clear message while waiting at the airport.

I'm a nervous traveler. It never use to be that way. I use to love that rush you get when the airplane accelerates down the runway. I loved hearing that distinct sound from the engines that is somewhere between a whistle and whine. That instant feeling of the thrust forward from the velocity and speed of the plane. And finally I loved that moment when you think the plane can't handle the speed, likes it's about to fall apart and you feel that push & lift off the ground! Suddenly we are flying through the sky! It is the most wonderful sensation.

I loved it ALL!

Nowadays, after becoming a wife & mother and living overseas, I'm a lot more nervous about the whole thing. Scenarios flood my head with what if's. My anxiety begins to build the morning of travel all the way up to the time we are sitting and waiting for our group to be called for boarding. The whole thing is very anxiety inducing with the luggage, the gates, security, and being on time for it all. It's a LOT.

My recent trip to the US, I had 8 flights in total because I extended my trip to include a domestic flight to Washington DC metro area to see a few old friends from when I lived there. At each airport and before each flight, I said to myself, “everything is going to go our way and it will be smooth trips every time.”

I would just envision what I would like to have happen, feel it in my body and believe it would happen. Plus I took the extra measure of placing my hand on the plane as I entered through the doorway into the main cabin area. This is my way of giving a small blessing to the pilots, flight attendants and passengers so we all have a safe trip. These rituals make me feel calmer & safer. And I'm happy to say, each trip went really smoothly AND I came away with so many wonderful magical moments (more coming on that).

One day it was time for me to return to the Netherlands. I had a small connecting flight to get me to Chicago for my international flight to Amsterdam. When I arrived to check-in my bags, I noticed a man waiting at the Premier Class lane and no one at the counter. He looked anxious and frustrated.

I roll up with my bags and stepped in my line next to him. He immediately told me how he had been waiting and used the “doorbell”, he pointed to where it was, a few times to get assistance. He then said it was either broke or a fake because no one has come yet. I could feel his anxiety about this flight in my own body (this is my clairsentience at work). And I thought, maybe I can make him feel better. This wasn't a thought as much as it was like a natural sense and feeling I had. I listened to his story about how very important it was that he got on this plane because his wife’s father is very ill and they already have been trying to catch flights for the last few days. His wife was sitting a good distance away with an expression on her face that showed she had enough of her husband's frustration. I gave her a knowing nod. She smiled and gave a wave in return.

He made a remark how it didn't look good that no one is here to check us in. Again I could feel his anxiety flaring up in my body as he said this. In response I suggested, “Do you think if another person (meaning me) gives the doorbell a try it will work?” I didn't think it would and neither did he but I could see that he relaxed a bit because now he wasn’t alone in this struggle or perhaps his anxiety.

Later, more people arrived filing in behind me. The man in the Premier class line realized he was in the wrong spot, and I said, “Don’t worry about it. I know you were here first.” We really bonded over this lack of staff thing as we would notice from time to time someone peaking around the corner of the wall that is behind the counters. I could see the more I gave him attention like this the calmer he seemed to be.

An older gentleman who was standing behind me, started to use his baggage as a seat as he was getting tired. I offered, “Here why don’t you sit down.” And I turned around and found the wheelchairs right next to me. It was funny how that came together. I offered before I found the chair. It was as if I already knew about it. That was my Clair cognizance (clear knowing – higher wisdom) & my hyper awareness of the environment (a highly sensitive characteristic) working together! He was so grateful and so was his daughter. As he was settling into the chair, I heard a message via my clairaudience (clear hearing),

“You are a healer and everywhere you go you heal people.”

Then I felt the fuller meaning of it and I smiled as I realized how all the different ways for different people I was doing that in the span of 40 minutes of waiting. I also realized how I felt invigorated, useful and purposeful that whole time. And what’s more, I was not anxious about my flight or why the staff had still not shown up to check us in. I was needed and I was there for a purpose. What's more, I knew everything was going “smoothly” just as I was affirming to myself for that trip that day.

As luck would have it, I didn’t fly that day. That story is also important, and I will continue it in the next email. Today, I wanted to share this one because it perfectly illustrates how often we turn a deaf ear to these messages, intuitive nudges, and synchronicities that we get all the time.

This message is one that came from my soul. I know this because it used all my psychic abilities. It also used other people & specific situations in perfect alignment. All of this, so that this message found its way to me, just when I needed to hear it the most so my heart could receive it.

Sure, I could easily look the other way & call it “nice coincidences”, or pretend I didn't hear it. In the past I most certainly would have. But because I’ve been at this inner work for some time, I knew it is time for me to listen and to really see who I am as a healer. Things that I think may be easy to me that I take for granted might not be easy for others.

Also the word healer was something I wasn't too comfortable with. I feel that it should be reserved for those who studied longer, do more than one healing technique, and maybe be like someone who's name is Jesus!

But you know what, I’m calling myself out on it because it’s all a bunch of BS! These are all my limiting beliefs about being worthy and I am saying that,

Today it ends.

I'm sharing this with you today because it is time for me to be more visible about these gifts and to say once and for all, gosh darn it, I AM A HEALER.

I have been working with Holy Fire Reiki now for a few months but you may not have noticed since I don't talk about it. But I want to share this part of me with you and offer it to you should you need a healing. Because I know how much it helps me with all kinds of pains and obstacles. And how Reiki can,

• reduce stress & anxiety (such as the kind that air travel incites),

• relieve physical pains (like back pain, aches, discomforts),

• awaken intuition

• strengthen immune system

• promote your body's healing

• balance energy & chakras

• Release toxins

• and many more things I have experienced in my own life by using Reiki on myself and others.

For example, just this week when I had a small surgery done as soon as I gave myself Reiki all the cramps & discomfort went away. Even though the brochure said it would take 2-4 days before the discomfort leaves. Mine lasted an hour. This is the gift of Reiki Healing. And it just so happens I’m a Reiki Master Healer. I can administer this healing gift from my home over Zoom quite easily. So here is my offer to you, should you need a little healing for something that is ailing you click here to find out more about it. And maybe we can make things a bit more, smooth flying (or sailing as the expression goes), for you, too.

I will be sharing more about my adventures through several airports in the next email. Subscribe to my email list to find out more about healing, intuition, psychic abilities, and maybe, how to awaken your own.